mother of 3

I love my kids so much that I don't ever want to go to work....EVER.
Seriously. I am so spoiled. I just want to do my school work, hang out with kids and keep my house a LITTLE neater.

I can't imagine a time when, on my death bed, I would regret any time spent with the kids. IN fact, I probably will regret the time I spent at work not rocking my kids to sleep. I can work when I retire! I wish you could retire first, when your kids are really little. Then, when they go to college, you could crank up the working again.

I miss them. I miss them so much. I've cried more in the last year than I have in the last 10. I can just look at my kids and I tear up. How can you just have your heart walking around? I want to sit and read to them and play and do "school", etc. Instead, I'm grouchy. But, I wont' dwell on that. Today was a good day and I spent the better half of it just being with my kids. I hope to do that again tomorrow. They are so freakin' awesome. And I love it when Violet starts telling a story and runs out of breath and has to take a DEEP breath in and keep going. It hurts it's so cute. Erickson is coming along with his English. He is a little jibber jabber too. I just can't wait until he is fluent! Love, just says "LOOK!" about 50 million times a day. He's just putzing around doing his own thing.